Chapter 149
149 i won’t be at ease if i can’t see it
Jiang Cheng didn’t answer her. He just leaned over and hugged her without saying a word.
jiang rui suddenly understood.
she didn’t know what to say to comfort him, and her mood was very complicated.
he didn’t expect it to be like this.
“I’ll tell you the details when we get home and in front of everyone. Rui ‘er, I’m a little tired, I want to have a good sleep. Let’s go home, okay?”
jiang rui paused.
she didn’t really want to go back at this time. she had planned to go back on friday afternoon after the military training was over. that way, she would have more time to prepare herself.
but now, she suddenly felt that she was being too unreasonable.
She was no longer around. If her family knew about this, they would definitely feel bad. Her brother had kept this feeling in his heart for so many years.
she wasn’t the jiang family’s biological daughter, but she was so much luckier than the jiang family’s biological daughter. logically speaking, she should be glad and grateful.
she was indeed glad and grateful.
but,
She had never doubted that she was not a child of the Jiang family!
She had been the Jiang family’s daughter for 19 years, and it was only yesterday afternoon that she found out that she was not her biological daughter.
her rationality told her that she shouldn’t be so pretentious, but she couldn’t control herself.
her family had suddenly become outsiders.
She knew that their feelings for her were true, but it was still different.
since she knew that they were not her biological children, she could no longer be as righteous as she was before. you can’t throw a tantrum, you have to be careful when you speak or do things.
as soon as she thought of this, her heart could not help but clench.
suppressing the emotions in her heart, jiang rui was about to say ‘okay’ when she heard jiang cheng say, ” “Forget it, I’m too tired. I’ll go back tomorrow.”
Jiang Rui swallowed her words and heaved a sigh of relief.
“Do you want to go to school?” Jiang Yao asked, releasing her.
I won’t be going today. There’s an inspection on the last day of the military training tomorrow. I’ll go tomorrow. I’ve already asked my roommate to help me take a leave of absence today.
“Then shall we rest here today?”
her eyes fell on the green shadow in jiang rui’s eyes, and a touch of heartache flashed in jiang qi’s eyes. you probably didn’t rest well last night either. We’re not going anywhere today. Just rest well in the house.
Jiang Rui looked at his bloodshot eyes and could not bear to reject him, so she nodded.
brother, go take a shower and change your clothes. You’ll feel more comfortable sleeping that way. You probably haven’t eaten yet. I’ll go downstairs and buy you breakfast.
she wanted to get up as she spoke, but jiang cheng grabbed her hand and didn’t let go.
She paused and turned back to look at her hand that he was holding tightly. Jiang Rui’s eyes reddened a little more, but she did not shed any more tears. However, she was very upset.
“i’m just going downstairs to buy you breakfast. i’ll be back soon,” she said with a smile.
“i’m not hungry. i ate on the plane.”
seeing that jiang rui did not believe him, he said, ” “It’s true, I’ve eaten before. If you’re still worried, you can just cook me a bowl of noodles.”
he had definitely eaten, but not much.
They didn’t live here often, but they would come over to stay occasionally. There were a few sets of spare clean clothes here, and the kitchen also had some ingredients that could be stored.
” then i’ll go cook a bowl of noodles for you. brother, go take a shower and change your clothes. after eating the noodles, you can have a good sleep. ” if she insisted on buying it, he would rather not eat it than let her go.
How could he not eat?
After he returned from his business trip, not only was he unkempt and his eyes were bloodshot, but he had also lost a lot of weight.
he was so haggard that he didn’t look like him.
in the past half a month, not only did he not have a good rest, he probably did not even have a good meal.
jiang cheng looked at her steadily. after making sure she wasn’t leaving, he let go.
jiang rui went to the kitchen, but when she turned around, she saw jiang cheng standing in the living room and staring at her. she sighed.”Brother, go take a shower. I’ll cook you some noodles.”
As if he was afraid that if he didn’t listen to her, she would be unhappy and change her mind about staying, Jiang Cheng quickly turned and went to his room.
He was very fast. In less than 15 minutes, Jiang Cheng was done washing and changed into his pajamas. He had also shaved his beard. Only his hair was still dripping with water. He was wiping it with a dry handkerchief.
When he came out and saw that Jiang Rui was still in the kitchen, Jiang Cheng heaved an obvious sigh of relief.
jiang rui was carrying a bowl of noodles to the dining room. seeing this, jiang sheng hurriedly put the handkerchief he used to dry his hair on the sofa and walked over.”i’ll do it.”
He took the bowl of noodles from Jiang Rui’s hands and looked at her, saying, ” “You didn’t rest well last night. Do you want to take a shower and change into your pajamas? i can sleep more comfortably this way.”
jiang rui remembered that she did not shower last night. she had changed her clothes and left school. she had sat there the whole night. she was indeed not very comfortable.
she had planned to go downstairs to buy breakfast, take a shower, and have a good sleep. she didn’t expect to see shi yan as soon as she went out, and then jiang che appeared, disrupting her plans.
she nodded and went to her room.
After Jiang Rui finished washing up, dried her hair, and changed into her pajamas, she came out of the bathroom and saw Jiang Cheng sitting on her bed.
Jiang Rui’s footsteps paused.
they had each prepared two sets of pajamas in the apartment, both prepared by jiang cheng. only then did jiang rui realize that they were wearing couple-style pajamas.
In the past, she had never noticed it, or rather, she had noticed it, but she didn’t think much of it. After all, the relationship between the two siblings had always been very good.
Now that she saw them wearing couple-style pajamas, she felt very strange.
He already knew that she wasn’t his biological sister, and he couldn’t hide this matter forever. No matter how close they were as siblings, he shouldn’t be so rude, right? wasn’t he afraid that she would be a scoundrel and that she wouldn’t be willing to let the jiang family’s wealth and status depend on him after the truth was exposed?
Suppressing her complicated and strange feelings, Jiang Rui said, ” “brother, why aren’t you resting after eating? Didn’t you say you were tired?”
Jiang Cheng met her gaze and said expressionlessly, ” “jiang rui ‘er, i can’t feel at ease without seeing you.”
Jiang Rui opened her mouth and said helplessly, ” “Didn’t I say I wouldn’t leave? is my credibility that low?”
She walked over and pulled the blanket over herself.”you should be at ease now, right? brother, go and rest. when you wake up, we’ll go and eat together.”
Jiang Cheng didn’t get up. He just turned to look at her. “Jiang Rui ‘er, I won’t be at ease until I see you.”
“……”
“then what do you want?”
Jiang Cheng didn’t answer her. He just looked at the empty space beside her.
Jiang Rui was stunned for a long time. brother, don’t make a fuss. Do you think it’s appropriate to sleep in the same bed as me? ”
we used to sleep together when we were young. You fell down the stairs and were discharged from the hospital. You lived in my courtyard, and I was the one who coaxed you to sleep for a long time.
Even though that was the truth, she still thought that they were biological siblings! Now that she knew she wasn’t his biological sister, how could she still be so rude?