The Surgeon’s Studio

“Tsk, then your life must be so boring.” Said Little Rock.

“I have no choice, I’m used to it. I want to have some fun, get a girlfriend, get off work on time every day, and go to the movies. However, the circumstances didn’t allow me to do so. I couldn’t do it at that time. “

“You can always do it if you want to.” Little stone insisted on his point of view.

“Do it?” It was rare for Zheng Ren to express his true emotions. His expression was a little angry as he said,”leave the most serious and difficult patients to me. Most of the time, I can’t leave the ward for 24 hours. If there’s an emergency surgery, no matter what time it is, you must call me from home. “

At this point, Zheng Ren realized that something was wrong with his emotions. He tried to cover his face with his hands and rubbed it a few times as if he was rubbing little stone’s face.

Then, a face full of smiles appeared in front of him. It was still simple and honest, as if it was a mask.

“You might be thinking that it’s a good thing to go for surgery, so why am I not happy? Let’s put it this way. When I was called to the hospital in the middle of the night, I was only the second assistant. They didn’t even let me suture the skin, and I could only cut the thread. ” Zheng Ren said calmly.

“The most profound memory I have of it was on the eve of the new year. There were not many patients in the ward. I’ll go to a barbeque restaurant by myself … It’s called Daheng kebab. I’ll Take You There if you have time. I went to have a barbeque and I even ordered a shabu tripe. “

“After I finished eating, I bought some fireworks and set them off in an empty corner of the community. The fireworks were so beautiful, especially the rare stars in Skysea city. I was so happy to see the fireworks under the starlight. “

“At that time, I was thinking that I was as lonely as fireworks. But the fireworks aren’t lonely. They’re very lively and … Very beautiful. “

Zheng Ren’s mouth was rather clumsy, and it was already the best to describe it as ‘good looking’, even though he knew countless beautiful words.

But no matter what, nothing could compare to the word ‘pretty’, and no word could replace the word ‘happy’.

“Will you be lonely on New Year’s Eve alone?” Little Rock asked.

“Don’t you feel lonely? I’m already used to it. ” Zheng Ren smiled and said,”I was woken up by a phone call at 12:16 am that night. I was already used to it at that time. I was just a little angry that my only quiet joy was disturbed. “

“I was called to the hospital because of a car accident. I was called to the stage, but I was still the second assistant, I was still given the retractor, and I was still not allowed to do anything.” Zheng Ren said calmly,”I know what director Liu and the chief resident were thinking, but it’s too dark, so I won’t tell you.”

“Hehe, I know even if you don’t tell me.”

“That’s why I developed the habit of reading novels. ” Zheng Ren said,”it’s just an online novel. The pace is fast and it’s very fun. The main character can always do things that ordinary people can ‘t. Even if there’s a problem with logic, the truth often doesn’t make sense at all. No matter how you look at it, online novels are more reliable. “

“What happened after that?”

“After that, it was the surgery that I mentioned. Then, he went to the emergency department. With the support of Department Director pan, he built an emergency ward and defeated Department Director Liu in a head-on fight.” Zheng Ren said,”at that time, Department Director Kong from 912 asked me to go to the capital. I didn’t agree at first. Do you know why?”

“That’s because you didn’t make your original Department look terrible. ” Said Little Rock.

‘This child is really smart,’ Zheng Ren laughed.

“Yes.” Zheng Ren said,”earning money is not the meaning of life at all. I just want to grab director Liu and President cen by the collar and ask them why they won’t even let me suture the skin. Why do you have to ask me for a surgery that two people can do? Why is it that someone lives closer than me, but never finds anyone else? every time, I’ll be dragged out of bed. “

“You’ve succeeded. “

“You can say that, but when I succeeded, I didn’t feel any joy in settling The Grudge. You know, if you’re cured, you won’t be very happy either. That’s a long process. If you put all your effort into every day and every detail, you definitely won’t be like competitive sports, where results come out quickly. “

“So, you won’t feel very happy when there’s an ending. When the water flows, the channel will be formed. That’s what I mean.”

“This is also one of the reasons why everyone likes competitive sports.” Little Rock said.

“Yeah, the harder it is to get in your daily life, the happier you are.” Zheng Ren smiled.”Later, I went to 912 and started another Nobel Prize project. Then, by chance, I won the Nobel Prize and got to know some so-called big shots. “

“This is my story. It’s boring, isn’t it? When I first saw you, I felt that it was very difficult for you, just like how it was for me in the past. “

“There’s no such thing as an easy life in this world. “

Little stone blinked his eyes and whispered,””That’s right. That’s why it’s really difficult for me. But no matter how difficult it is, I won’t give up, as long as the conditions allow it.”

“No problem with the conditions.”

“I believe you. Don’t force yourself.” Little Rock closed his eyes again. Listening to Zheng Ren ‘s’ story ‘earlier had exhausted most of his energy, and he was a little tired now.

But even though he was tired, he still preferred to communicate.

It was too lonely to be alone.

“I know that this kind of diagnosis and treatment costs a lot of money every day.” Little stone said softly.

“It’s fine. Your current treatment doesn’t cost money. It’s just a favor.”

“Well, I won’t ask so much.” Little Rock said,”I vaguely remember that you asked me a lot of questions when I was using a mechanical ventilator to help me breathe.”

“You can hear me?”

“At that time, I felt like I was floating in the boundless universe. I could hear it occasionally. Maybe it was when the concentration of the drug dropped.” Little Rock said,”I’ve been thinking about the meaning of life you mentioned.”

“Don’t think too much. You’ll only grow if you think too much. “

Zheng Ren smiled and touched little stone’s head.

Little stone wanted to Dodge, but he had no strength at all. His eyes were still closed, and there was no way to Dodge.

“Don’t be so resistant. I’ve touched it countless times when you used the mechanical ventilator to assist your breathing. ” Zheng Ren said with a smile.

“Tsk.” Little stone said in disdain,”I’ve thought about it for a long time. In the end, I have a thought. Don’t ask what the meaning of living is. Living itself is a meaning.”

Zheng Ren was stunned.

Is this the case?

“Brother, I’m really tired this time. I want to sleep for a while.” “You’re welcome,” little stone muttered.

“Go to sleep.”

Zheng Ren stood up and was about to leave when he saw that little stone did not fall asleep immediately. Instead, he opened his eyes and raised his hand with great effort. Her small, withered hand clenched into a fist, slightly higher than her body, and trembled slightly.

His right hand clenched into a fist, and Zheng Ren’s fist collided with his own.

“Good luck!”