Chapter 702
702 No remains (1)
&Quot; Hello … &Quot; she picked up the phone. Her voice was light and there was a smile on her face.
The person on the other end of the phone said something, and the smile on the corner of his mouth suddenly froze. Even his arm fell down, and the phone slipped from his fingers …
Lu Heyun noticed her strange behavior. He closed the book and asked with a serious expression, ” what happened? ”
Mo Zhiyun tilted her head to look at him. Her thick eyelashes trembled and her eyes gradually turned red.
&Quot; Shen qingbai … Shen qingbai … &Quot; she opened her mouth and choked a few times. &Quot; Shen qingbai is gone. &Quot;
Lu Heyun was stunned for a moment. When he came back to his senses, he did not mind that she was sad for Shen qingbai. Instead, he raised his hand and patted her head. &Quot; go and see him. &Quot;
Mo Zhiyun turned his head to the side, his eyes red, but he did not say anything.
&Quot; he has helped you and me. I can’t be discharged yet. Go and send him on his last journey. &Quot;
Lu Heyun’s voice was gentle. &Quot; I’ll pay my respects to him when I’m discharged. &Quot;
Mo Zhiyun nodded and replied with an ‘en’.
Lu He Yun asked Cang Ming to go with her and told her not to be too sad.
After all, she was still pregnant, and it would easily affect the child that was hard to come by.
When mo Zhiyun went to the Shen family, he only saw the mourning hall and the deceased’s portrait. There was no corpse, and there were not many people who came to offer their condolences.
Mrs. Shen was dressed in black, and her eyes were swollen from crying. She knelt in front of the brazier and kept burning joss paper.
Mo Zhiyun asked in a low voice, ” has Shen qingbai been buried? ”
Mrs. Shen threw the paper in her hand into the brazier and looked up at her. “No,” she said in a hoarse voice.
“Then where is he?” The last time she saw Shen qingbai was at the campsite. She did not expect that to be the last time they would meet.
She still wanted to see him again.
Mrs. Shen smiled bleakly. &Quot; no body, no body. He said he was going to leave me forever, so he didn’t even leave a body for me. He hates me so much. I’ve done so much for him, but he hates me so much … &Quot;
When she got to the point of excitement, she burst into tears.
Mo Zhiyun was confused. &Quot; what happened? ”
How did he suddenly disappear?!
Father Shen walked down the stairs and sighed heavily. &Quot; qingbai … He committed suicide. &Quot;
Mo Zhiyun’s black and white pupils trembled. &Quot; suicide? How could that be?”
Father Shen’s sideburns were full of white hair. He lowered his head and said, &Quot; he committed suicide. His will was at the scene. His body was donated to the medical University, so there was no body, no cremation, and naturally no burial. &Quot;
“Why?” Mo Zhiyun turned to look at the mournful Mrs. Shen and said, ” he was fine the last time I saw him. Why would he commit suicide? ” What did you do to him?”
She did not believe that Shen qingbai would commit suicide.
When Mrs. Shen heard her doubts, she raised her head, her face full of tears. She gritted her teeth and said,”What did I do to him? I’m his mother, I carried him for ten months, what can I do to him?”
“That’s enough,” Father Shen’s face was full of pain. &Quot; if you didn’t force him to go on blind dates, if you didn’t force him to marry that person’s daughter, would he have taken this path? ”
Mrs. Shen’s face was full of disbelief and anger. &Quot; are you blaming me now? Who was the one who said that Wang’s family background was not good enough? Who was the one who said that marrying a divorcee would cause others to criticize her in the future? I can’t afford to lose this face. Now that my son is gone, you’re blaming me?”
Father Shen was speechless by her questioning. He sighed deeply and left with a flick of his sleeves.
Mrs. Shen covered her mouth and burst into tears.
Mo Zhiyun had wanted to say something, but he swallowed his words back.
Mrs. Shen’s desire to control Shen qingbai was detestable, but she was just a mother who had lost her child.
She walked over and squatted down. She picked up the nether paper, folded it, and put it into the brazier. Looking at the dancing flames in the brazier, she said silently in her heart, ” Shen qingbai, rest in peace.
Mrs. Shen gradually stopped sobbing. She wiped her tears and looked at mo Zhiyun, who was burning joss paper for her son. In a hoarse voice, she said,”I, I didn’t know he had depression … If I had known, I would never have forced him … How could I bear to force him …”
She didn’t know that Shen qingbai had depression and didn’t know how hard his life was. The funny thing was that she had forced him into a corner.
Mo Zhiyun knew that she wanted him to say something to make her feel better.
However, mo Zhiyun didn’t want to say it.
&Quot; Shen qingbai has already left. What’s the point of saying all this now? ”
&Quot; I … &Quot; Mrs. Shen opened her mouth but kept quiet.
Mo Zhiyun lowered his eyes. His eyes were red from the steam. &Quot; did he leave any message? ”
Mrs. Shen shook her head with tears in her eyes. &Quot; his will only told us how to deal with the body. He didn’t leave us a single word. &Quot;
Just how much despair and hatred did he have for them to not even leave them a single word?
&Quot; he signed an organ donation agreement and donated everything that he could. In the end, he even donated his body … &Quot; Mrs. Shen laughed mockingly. &Quot; I raised him up with so much effort, but he hates me. He hates me so much that he doesn’t even want to leave me the body I gave him. &Quot;
Mo Zhiyun’s hand that was putting the paper into the brazier paused. He looked up at her and asked, ” Shen qingbai … What day did he leave? ”
Mrs. Shen said a date as she cried.
Mo Zhiyun’s expression froze for a moment. The red-hot flames jumped and burned his fingertips.
He let go of his finger and the paper of the nether world smashed down, sending ashes flying everywhere. He retracted his hand in pain and lowered his head to blow at it …
However, her heart couldn’t help but beat wildly.
The day that Shen qingbai left was the day of her wedding with Lu Heyun. It was also the day that Lu Heyun had his heart transplant …
Mo Zhiyun’s throat seemed to be blocked by something, and her tears fell uncontrollably.
Mrs. Shen’s heart tightened when she saw her crying. &Quot; if I didn’t object to you two being together, would qingbai have ended up like this? ”
Mo Zhiyun didn’t dare to get too emotional or let herself grieve too much because she was pregnant. She just wiped her tears and didn’t answer her question.
He stood up and took two steps, then stopped and turned back to look at her …
&Quot; Shen qingbai didn’t do this because he hated all of you. He was a doctor. He wanted to help the patients while he was alive, and he also wanted to help those who needed help after he died. &Quot;
Mrs. Shen raised her head and looked dazed. Her mouth opened and closed several times, but she couldn’t say a word.
&Quot; you always say that he’s the child you carried for ten months and how much you’ve done for him, but have you ever respected him and put yourself in his shoes? ”
“It’s true that you gave birth to him, but he’s an independent personality first before he’s your child. You’re always trying to control his life under the pretense that you’re doing it for his own good, so that he can marry a woman you’re satisfied with and spend the rest of his life with. He can’t do it, and he can’t change your minds, so you’ve come to this …”