Chapter 320 - 320 Chapter 320. The Promise of Waiting
320 Chapter 320. The Promise of Waiting
However, Mo Qian’s words were also very accurate. He said, ‘You can’t hide your feelings for someone! I can’t help but want to be good to you; I can’t help it; I can’t control it!”
Wouldn’t this sentence be even more applicable to the two-faced and evasive Zhuang Xian?
Her concern for Mo Qian’s leg injury had even exceeded her deep-rooted desire for revenge at some point in time!
She organized a treatment plan for Mo Qian, found all kinds of rare medicinal herbs, and tested and brewed the medicine without borrowing anyone’s hands. She had done all these things secretly and without making a sound, but they had not escaped Mo Qian’s eyes!
Zhuang Xian couldn’t help but admit that Mo Qian’s boiling a frog in warm water highly influenced her. She had already fallen into the tight web that Mo Qian had woven for her.
Where else could she find such a considerate and gentle man who was always thinking about her? The last line of defense in Zhuang Xian’s heart crumbled into dust. She stopped in front of the dormitory building and took a few deep breaths before she called out, “Mo Qian!”
Mo Qian turned his wheelchair around and looked up at Zhuang Xian, who was calling his name. He asked gently, “What’s wrong?”
“If I’m alive after two years and you still like me, I’ll be with you.” As Zhuang Xian spoke, she looked at Mo Qian with a smile. The corners of her mouth curled up into a lovely arc.
Fortunately, it was not raining that night. There was even a dim moonlight. Even under the dim streetlights, Mo Qian could see Zhuang Xian’s face and the gentle and beautiful smile on her lips.
Mo Qian felt that he would remember this smile for the rest of his life, profoundly imprinting it in his mind and never forgetting it.
At this moment, the words that Zhuang Xian had said were like a bloody scar that had been torn open on her chest right in front of Mo Qian!
What Mo Qian didn’t know was that this scar was old. Someone must have lived here before, but this person never seemed to cherish this heart.
Lies, deception, and exploitation had turned into sharp blades, cutting this place apart!
Zhuang Xian’s heart, riddled with holes, seemed to have finally welcomed a ray of sunlight. Mo Qian was this warm and delicate ray of the sun!
He had cut open the wound that Zhuang Xian had carelessly stitched up after her failed love in her previous life. Pus and blood accumulated over the years, and it looked very broken and terrible!
She was indeed a girl who was doted on by the heavens. No one else in the world had the chance to start over like her.
Being reborn was indeed a very satisfying thing. However, after one or two moments of avenging those significant hostilities, there was still endless waiting and pain.
The humiliation and torture she had suffered in her past life had not been resolved. Zhuang Xian’s heart was still in pain and sadness. It was only then that Zhuang Xian realized that the pain and sorrow would not fade and disappear just because she had succeeded in her revenge. She was still trapped in the prison of hatred.
A doctor indeed couldn’t treat himself!
Zhuang Xian understood this very well. She knew she had psychological problems but stubbornly refused to analyze them and figure out what they were for!
It was like the backstabs and wounds that Gao Peng had left on her heart. Even if they were suppurated and blood accumulated, she did not do any treatment. She locked it in her heart as if it was the only way to remind her that she had to take revenge constantly.
This method of torturing herself to gain clarity and rationality was something Zhuang Xian had been doing silently in her heart. She didn’t know what would happen in the future if she softened her heart and compromised with Mo Qian now. She only felt she needed this promise that she had been waiting for Mo Qian to make.
In fact, from the many details in the past, one could see that Zhuang Xian was different and abnormal.
The first time she met Ye Xin and Shen Min after rebirth, she could still show some of her emotions. She wasn’t as happy as she was now.
Of course, judging from Zhuang Xian’s current mental state, when she first met her enemy, her mental health was even much better than now!