Chosen by Fate, Rejected by the Alpha

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Shawn

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We had just got done with the meeting where we all met Queen Gloriana and her brother Valerian. I would like to say that finding out that Trinity was a direct descendant from Queen Gloriana's bloodline was the most shocking and surprising thing that I heard tonight.

However, I can't say that at all. I was trying not to think about it, though. I was trying to push it out of my mind while I got the boys ready for bed. Dietrich, my mate and husband, was getting the girls dressed and ready for bed at the same time.

"I have their bottles ready as well." Dietrich said as I laid Levy in the bed. I took the two bottles that he was holding out to me and handed them to the boys who were on the verge of sleep.

"Thanks." I didn't want to sound angry, pissed off or rude at all, but I just couldn't help it.

I waited in the room for the babies to fall asleep. At which point, I took their bottles from them and went down to the kitchen with them without saying a word.

"Shawn?" Dietrich called out to me when we were both in the hallway. "Shawn?" I could hear how worried and nervous he was. He didn't know why I was so angry. I'm sure he could figure it out if he just tried.

Thankfully, Dietrich didn't follow after me. I needed a few minutes without him. I needed a few minutes to think. Dammit, why did I have to hear that? Those words weren't doing me any good right now.

About an hour after we had put the kids to bed and I had postponed seeing my husband for as long as I could, I went up to our room. The entire walk back to my room I was feeling a mix of emotions. I wanted to see my mate. I wanted to apologize for acting like an asshole. I wanted to hug and kiss my husband. I wanted all of that, but I also wanted to yell at him. I wanted to demand answers and an explanation. I wanted to ignore him and stew in my sadness and anger. I was hurt and shocked, not to mention embarrassed by the fact that I hadn't known about all of this sooner.

I opened my door with trepidation, not knowing exactly what my husband was going to do when he saw me. Was he going to be angry that I had acted like a selfish child? Was he going to tell me to get over it because it had all happened long before I was even born? What exactly was he going to say?

"Shawn? Mein Schatz, where have you been sweetheart?" Dietrich came over to me and pulled me into his arms like I had been gone for days instead of an hour.

"I was just thinking, Dietrich. I am fine." I shook his arms off of me and walked toward the bathroom.

"Shawn? Tell me what is wrong, my love. Why are you upset with me?" He was following after me and not leaving me be.

"Can't you figure it out?" I snapped at him as I turned on the water for a shower.

"Shawn, my love, I told you I had been with the Fae Queen, didn't I?" He sounded truly confused now.

"Nope, I don't recall you ever mentioning that. You said you knew her, but not that you were ever with her." I turned and glared at him as I spoke, showing him just how mad I was about it.

"I am sorry, my love. I thought that I had told you. It didn't mean much to me at the time. I never loved her. It's just that we were both attracted to each other at the time." 

"And are you attracted to her now?" I couldn't believe what I was saying, I knew he loved me and only me.

"No, absolutely not. I only have eyes for you, my love. Please, you have to believe me, Shawn. I didn't mean to hide it from you. I just thought it was best not to talk about my past since it was, well, extensive." He hung his head in shame. It was like he thought that I was judging him for all his past lovers, and I didn't want to do that at all.

"I believe you." I sighed. I honestly did believe him. And in truth, I had never really asked how many people he had been with. I don't think that my heart could handle that conversation.

"I love you, Shawn. I love you so much."

At that, Dietrich pulled me into his arms and pressed his lips against mine. The kiss started off sweet and light but quickly turned passionate and full of heated need. He was grasping for my clothes and unbuttoning my shirt and pants in no time at all. I was reaching for his as well. Together, we stripped each other of clothes in a matter of seconds.

With our lips still pressed against each other's, we stumbled our way into the shower. The water had warmed up and felt pleasant against my skin, but with Dietrich with me, the passion rising, my body temperature was quickly becoming hotter than the hot water.

With a flurry of movements, Dietrich and I washed each other. It was almost rushed with our need for each other pressing us to move faster and faster. And the moment that we were both washed and rinsed we let our passion spill over and the need sated itself with the union of our bodies.

Dietrich put his hands on my shoulders and turned me away from him so that I was facing the wall of the shower. I put my hands up to brace myself just as Dietrich gripped my hips and pressed himself, hard and ready, against my opening.

"Ngh!" I moaned involuntarily at the feel of just that.

"I love you." Dietrich said as he kissed the back of my neck. A moment later he slid inside of me and pressed himself as far as he would go.

"Ah!" I cried out in pleasure as he rammed into me. Damn, but that felt amazing.

"Uhhahh!" Dietrich moaned as well, crying out with his pleasure just like I did.

With slow, agonizing moves, Dietrich pulled back until just his tip was inside of me. Once he was barely there, barely inside of me, he rammed forward again, as hard and as fast as he could.

"NGH!" I cried out again, moaning even louder this time.

There were no more slow movements after that. Dietrich set a hard and fast rhythm that had the two of us racing toward climax. It still wasn't enough to sate my need, though. I needed a little more. That was why I reached down and took my hard, erect shaft into my hands and started to pump my hand up and down.

"AH!" Yes, that was what I needed. I could barely stand the amount of pleasure now. I needed to rest my head against the wall with the onslaught of the ecstasy that I was feeling.

"Ngh! Shawn." Dietrich moaned as he neared his climax, pounding in and out of me over and over again.

"Ahh. Ahh. Ngh. Ahh." I was moaning and crying out nonstop now. I couldn't even say his name, I was feeling too much pleasure.

A few more thrusts and a few more pumps of my hands later and I was ready to explode. I threw my head back and moaned long and loud. Dietrich slid his hand up to cup the front of my neck as he sank his teeth into my neck, biting me on my mate mark and causing my moan to turn into a scream of pleasure as he emptied himself into me.

When I collapsed against the wall, I knew that I had not only forgiven him, but spent the last of my energy. I needed to dry off and fall into bed next. So, that's what I did. Only, Dietrich wasn't done. He took me again, as I laid there in the bed ready and willing for him.

It was a great night, all in all. There is nothing like a small fight to make sex that much better. I guess I could deal with him having a list of lovers.. If it meant that he was able to drive me wild when he fucked me like this I was willing to accept that he had a past.