Chapter 340 - 340 Leaving is the Best Choice
340 Leaving is the Best Choice
Lu Haiying stroked her child’s hair gently. This child would follow her for the rest of her life. She didn’t immediately love him unconditionally, but she would take responsibility. She wasn’t as reckless as Qin Dandan.
Since things had come to this, Lu Haiying had no other choice. However, Huo Yijia was different. Lu Haiying hoped that Huo Yijia could have her own opinions.
Lu Haiying’s words not only stunned Huo Yijia but also Chen Wei’er.
Chen Wei’er thought of her previous life. Suddenly, she wanted to ask the child in her stomach whether it had chosen to leave because it did not want to come to this world.
Could the child be the reason for her rebirth?
Her face slowly turned cold as she began to think about her situation at that time.
Back then, Chen Wei’er was so poor that she had to budget even when she only bought a few vegetable leaves. In addition, she had a gambling husband, and her mother-in-law was cursing all day long, so she couldn’t help at all.
No, she could still help! She could still help her son bully others.
To be honest, in that situation back then, Chen Wei’er tried her best to give birth to her child.
Why? It was probably because she had too much water in her brain.
At that time, she only thought that mothers were great. Those who could bear the pain of childbirth were outstanding people. They were all worthy of praise.
However, she had never thought about whether she had the ability to take care of the child.
What would the child face once it was born? She didn’t have the money for hospital fees, and she couldn’t even afford a prenatal examination. There was a high probability that she could only give birth at home.
The environment for the child to grow in could not be guaranteed.
Every day, the child would have to sleep in the midst of a scolding and wake up to the same thing.
The child would also have to bear the violence of his father, who had an unpredictable mood.
Once the child grew up, Chen Wei’er would have even less money to send her child to kindergarten, so the child lost from the starting line.
Growing up in such a family, how twisted would the child’s mind become? Would he really want to come to this world?
She clearly knew that the child would face more suffering than happiness, so why did she have to give birth to him at that time? What was she touched by?
Even before she heard Lu Haiying’s words, she was filled with guilt for the child because she didn’t let him come into this world to see her.
Now that she carefully thought about it, perhaps leaving was the best choice for that child.
Chen Wei’er began to examine her own life. She discovered that she was often affected by her emotions and was easily moved. For example, what did she say to herself when she divorced He Xun for Nie Suijing?
She said, “Chen Wei’er, you’re amazing! For love, not power. For love, one could give up wealth. Love was priceless! Money is easy to earn, but affection is hard to come by.”
At that time, this was exactly what she had told herself. Now that she thought about it, wasn’t her brain muddled by love? She ignored reality and only looked at love, having a family, and being a mother. Could she abandon everything? This was no longer being confused by love but having a brain without using it!
Nie Suijing had made her insane! She thought that her love was perfect, but she fell into the illusion she created and sent herself to death.
Didn’t she deserve it?
What did she tell herself when she first saw him?
“Chen Wei’er, you’re overthinking it. How could Nie Suijing be with you for money? You’ve been in love for so many years. True love is priceless! Even though you’re married, he didn’t give up. How can you use money to measure your love?”
And the truth? The truth was that Nie Suijing did it for money. Unfortunately, she didn’t have money.
Why did she always lie to herself and live in her own perfect world? If she had a brain, she wouldn’t be like that, right?
At this moment, Chen Wei’er felt that she was despicable in her previous life and deserved to die! She wished she could go back to her previous life and beat herself to death! However, she had already received her retribution.
The rest of her life was extremely miserable.
Chen Wei’er’s tightly clenched fist slowly loosened as she stroked her lower abdomen. She asked herself in her heart, ‘The child is here. Are you the one who gave mother this chance? Thank you. Now, I no longer regret that you didn’t come to this world to take a look. I don’t know as much as you do, and your choice was right…’